The first book; chapters 1-40 have been taken down for stubbing. Book one can be found HERE on Amazon for purchase or reading on KU. Synopsis: Plagued by indecision and guilt, Arthur has fallen into the chasms of despair and depression, trying to come to terms with the consequences of his actions. His friends tell him that it wasn't his fault, his therapist that he should leave the past behind him and his colleagues that he can change nothing. But Arthur knows better. After all, no one knows ...